Test results

SO, I had spoken with my Dr on Friday and he let me know that my pap test came back irregular and he had explained to me that I have stage 1 cervical cancer. He reassured me not to worry that with it being so early that we would be able to do treatments for it after the baby is born. But how can I not worry? He said that we will do another test here in another 2 months and that it could just be a false reading with all the different hormones going through my body right now. We cant do any of the tests right now due to it could cause a miscarriage. So after the baby is born we will start the treatment for it. I am a bit freaked out but I have another Dr's visit next Monday where I will ask him all the questions I can think of. Anyone have any questions I could add to the list?

I wish I had more to report on. I thought I would be posting left and right about everything going on with being pregnant and my experiences. But there is not much going on. The past week I have laughed at myself for being so emotional over the littlest things and yes..Crying over everything. (only for 3 days) But after I cried and got it all out I was fine and happy and back to normal. Matt even asked... "Do you think it is because of being pregnant?" LOL

Well I am having the most craziest off the wall dreams. Not my usual dream, where Matt has to say when I wake up and tell him about what I just had to go through "it wasn't really me in your dream". These dreams are much longer and just like a fairy tale. Interesting stuff.

Well My doctor called me and left a message that He wanted to review my blood result with me yesterday night. So all day I have been worrying something is wrong and just want to talk to him, so bad to hear what he has to say. I had tried to call him this morning from 8:00 - 5:00 and I wasn't able to get to talk to him with him being a busy Doctor. It makes me wonder what they can find out with the blood results? Could it be horrible news? I hope not. We hope not. Matt has been just as worried. Asking me every time we had talked on the phone today..."did you talk to the Doctor yet"? Well I hope with him not calling me right back and stating it is an urgent matter or whatnot it is not that big of a thing as we are making it to be. Once I talk to the Doc I will post and update on my worries. LOL Love y'all. So excited for this new chapter in our lives and just cant wait.

Our first visit to the Doctors

Well everything looks great so far. Learned a little more of the Do' & Don't and my travel restrictions coming up. I also was told we are to date...10 weeks and 6 days. I thought i was at 8 weeks and 3 days. So that was wonderful. He actually said he thinks we are farther along than that but to stick with the new due date of May 9Th. So that was wonderful news to hear.

Well Matt and I were just so happy when we were able to see the Baby itself..along with its hand, head and if you look close there are eyes you can see. WOW. can i say Wow again. Amazing stuff happening here. So we also got to see the heart beat and learn more about what will be going on the next little while.

And the Doctor said in about 2 weeks I can start telling people were pregnant. Ha, He was to late to warn me on that one. I was so excited I couldn't hold out on telling people why I was so happy.